Like this:

I have depended on you my entire life. You promised me you would always be there for me no matter what. I trusted that. I don’t trust but I always trusted you. I have made mistakes. Mistakes that were never meant to hurt you, but have. I’m told you love me by other people, but that you are unable to talk to me. I guess you just cant forgive me. I am scared. I miss you. But, I fear that nothing will ever be the same way again and that soon I won’t be able to forgive you. Life is so short. Do you really think that i meant to hurt you? Cant you see that my wounds are as deep as yours? Are you punishing me? You know, Thanksgiving is coming up. I have never carved a turkey before, but I can try carving my heart out of my body. If you need proof that I am hurting we can make it really easy for you. Love, Mike.

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